Loving God

Over the last few months I have been slowly re-reading One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp. This week I read the final chapter and seemed to finally grasp what she is getting at. It now makes sense why Ann included a chapter about her trip to Paris and her response to a Rembrandt painting.

I could bless very God.
Not take anything. Not ask anything, demand anything, petition anything. I could simply give something to God. A gift to Him! (One Thousand Gifts, p216)

When we love someone it is a delight to give to them. I can bless my wife by giving her some thing she would like, or by doing work for her which relieves a burden from her, or by praising her – letting her know how I delight in her. This is powerful, to be given the gift of being deeply valued for who you are. When genuine and truly given with no motive other than love, such a gift goes deep into the soul of the recipient – an act of love.

This seems to be what Ann means when she writes:

God, He has blessed – caressed.
I could bless God – caress with thanks.
It’s our making love.
(One Thousand Gifts, p216)

A brief passage which has upset some folks. Yet deep spiritual interaction with God is what most of us are desperate for, even in our crazed pursuit of everything other than God. To find the core of what it means to truly live is a source of constant unrest, unease and anxiety because we know it is essential to find it.

I know this is what drives me – beyond all else I must know God. So when someone describes knowing Him in the closest way possible, I pay attention. Even if a word used forces me to reach for the OED to confirm the meaning as being: “communion between human beings and God.”

… this is intercourse disrobed of its connotations, pure and unadulterated: a passing between. A connection, a communicating, an exchange, between tender Bridegroom and His bride. (One Thousand Gifts, p218)

If God is saying, “enjoy Me”, I am a fool to not do so. Purposely being mindful of thanking and praising God for all He gives is a precious interaction with Him, the form in which we each do so is not overly important. I continue to write out my thanks to God, but am no longer numbering or keeping count as this can be a distraction for me personally.

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Blogging for nobody

Retro image of a journalist using a typewriter

I have been thinking about what blogging means for me over the last few weeks and am returning right back to the very basics, the underlying motivations behind my writing. Why write? Why put what I’ve written on the internet for all to see?

Over the last three years I have learned a lot about the technical aspects and ‘etiquette’ of writing a blog, discovering that overwhelmingly the goal of most writers is to gain more readers. The reasons why folks desire more visitors to their website vary, some want their art to be seen and noticed, others want to earn more money, some are seeking notoriety. Yet, more visitors is the goal, the measure of success, regardless of what specifically motivates the ambition.

When I first began writing blogging I would eagerly check visitor stats every day, wanting some sort of verification that somebody was reading my words. Gradually this need for validation decreased and cynicism overtook it – many visitors were landing on my posts in search of images or keywords which were not actually the point of what I had written. Then there are the numerous hits from spammy places such as Nigeria which don’t really count.

What I have discovered is that I really do enjoy writing. Putting it on the web for others to read helps me to write better and analyze what I say to ensure it does actually make sense to someone other than me. So this at least covers these two aspects – I enjoy the writing so am motivated to continue, and publishing it as blog posts makes me a better writer which in itself is a personal goal. While it is nice to have people read my posts, at this fundamental level I have reasons to blog regardless of who those readers might be.

Apparently even some of the more prominent bloggers have a similar viewpoint:

If someone were registering a blog for the very first time today, what advice would you give him/her?

I would tell him that he should blog first and foremost for his own benefit. I don’t mean for that to sound selfish! Here’s the thing: blogging can be a great joy if you are content to keep writing regardless of whether anyone else reads along. When you can do this, you can avoid being driven by the numbers of visitors and you can avoid the allure of writing very pragmatically, choosing what you write about only because you think it will generate buzz. If you can be content with blogging for an audience of one, you will find much more contentment in blogging for an audience of one hundred or one million. (4 Questions With Tim Challies by Mike Leake)

Seeing Jesus

After this Jesus revealed himself again to the disciples by the Sea of Tiberias, and he revealed himself in this way… (John 21:1)

Miu is a elderly Shan grandma who is a widow with no children. She lives alone and with no income. Her daily pilgrimage to the Buddhist temple did not relieve her feelings of loneliness. One night this last year, when she was already asleep and the door was locked, a man in shining white clothes, with white hair came into her room and the room was brightly lit up. When she asked him who he was, he said that he was the Lord Jesus Christ. He sat on her bed and told her that he sees her and loves her. She was amazed that he spoke to her in Shan. He promised that he would come and visit her again.

Lord we ask that Miu’s faith and understanding of Jesus will continue to grow and be strengthened, despite harassment from her village headman.

Lord for those Shan that are being persecuted we pray for:
  • Boldness
  • Encouragement
  • Power of the Holy Spirit
  • No fear of man, only fear of God
  • Protection
Jesus reveal yourself to the Shan through:
  • Dreams
  • Miracles
  • Healings
  • Deliverance from demons
  • Visions

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Called to freedom

For you were called to freedom, brothers.
(Galatians 5:13 ESV)

Dear Father,

To me the Shan culture is foreign and strange. I could stand here afar off and judge how they do things, even how the Shan churches function.

There are ways in which it seems they lack freedom, but who am I to talk of freedom when I grew up in a land free from war and oppression of my people. Yet I have lived in bondage to sin, as do all people.

Please free the Shan Dai Christians from sin and traditions of men. May they be free in Christ to follow the fervent evangelistic example of the apostle Paul in taking the gospel always further to places where it is unknown.

I pray that in Your mercy and grace You will give peace, joy and great freedom to the Shan Dai Christians.


1 Peter 2:9- But you are a Chosen Race, A royal Priesthood, A Holy Nation…

A priesthood of believers- There are around 7 million Shan Dai. Less than 0.1 % of them know the Lord.  Among those that do know the Lord, many have formal churches. They have many rules about ordination, and how pastors are the only ones that can baptize and serve communion. Many that want to serve must first go to a 3 year Bible school in another language. There are too few of these ordained pastors to go out among the 7 million unreached Shan nation. The lay people must be trained and sent out.

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Praying for the Shan and for me

Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray.
The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working.
James 5:13, 16 ESV

During September I erratically participated in praying for Burma with the Partners folks. I was very impressed by their emails encouraging us to pray and the first one was so good I am going to steal the idea for preparing myself to pray for the Shan people of Burma in October.

The world is full of suffering people. The world is also full of righteous people whose responsibility it is to lift up hands in prayer to God for the sake of those who are lost, alone, hurting, vulnerable and needy.

As we embark on a journey of prayer over the next 30 days, meditate today on what this passage in James means by a “righteous” person.  Get your heart right with God so you will be effective and powerful in your prayers. partnersworld

So, for today my prayer is for God to deal with me so that I can be a useful servant for His glory, particularly in serving the Shan people. When I look into my own heart I do not see righteousness, I need to be clothed in Christ to obtain such a garment. I do have a responsibility to pray for those in need and God has placed within me a conviction to serve the Shan people in this way, something I have neglected over recent months.

Therefore, join with me in confessing your own unrighteousness to God and asking Jesus to purify us from all sin as we seek to serve His people.

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